insight into my thought

I know it has been a long time since i actually wrote, but really nothing is going on with me, until my roomates have decided that they are moving out right away, and tried to leave me on my own to pay july rent. Well i wasn't about to let that happen so i got the landlord to terminate the lease early so i'll be back in newie for the end of july. But when i told my roomates the good news they got so petty and then decided they were going to leave there stuff here but move out so i can't use any of the space. but that isn't even the most petty thing yet, they have removed all of there funiture out of the living room. But the roomate who is getting the most angry about this, just moved in a month and a half ago and didn't contribute anything to our living area or kitchen area, so all of the kitchen stuff he uses everyday is mine and he is yelling at me for being a bad roomate. It is not my problem that he can't live with a girl, esp one who is not about to sit back and let stuff happen. I know how to take care of myself and i think that pisses him off somehow.
They have made it so uncomfortable for themselves to be here and now mark by being irrationable and running from his problems is going to lose a lot of move for last months rent that he has paid 2/3 of. As for the other roomate he is not losing any money he is just being an ass.

Well its really over now, i am done my undergrad, finished my final exam, final assignment, final lab and now its done. If you think about i have been in school for almost 20 years, thats a huge part of my life, almost my entire life, now i am starting a new part and i am a little scared esp since i have no idea what i am going to do this year.
But for now (at least for a few days) i can relax in the bliss of being done and have some fun and party a bit. but also that serious part of finding a job.

One more day.....actually only 12 more hours and i will be done, really done as in no more school ever. I will be a university graduate (well i have to pass my exam first, which is possibly not that easy) but then it will be over. I can't wait, of course i wish i already had something lined up to do after i'm finished but i guess one step at a time. Having a job already or even a perspective job would just be too much to ask.

Just to remind anyone who actually still reads this, party here on friday, it is going to be a blast.

So i'm in the homestretch now, only one week left of classes, then 2 exams and i will be done. and none of this wanting to go back for some more torture, this is it, i'm done, i will have one degree and i will be very happy with it, my certificate can keep it company. I feel no need to have a masters degree.
I am still very lost right now, but i'm am starting to deal with it better or just be able to not think about it all the time, i have to much school work to dwell on life stuff right now.
Easter weekend was good, i had fun in newmarket and surprisingly sunday mass wasn't so bad, i was definately out of my element, but it was almost fun. Easter dinner was so yummy, i love turkey and stuffing and pie and everything else.

now one more week and it will be almost done.

So life has been turned completely upside-down, and i know i must look and think what else can i do with my life or at least the next year of my life since i am going to re-apply for EC and study really hard.
It has been a really rough week, and i think now i am starting to really recover from it, i feel better like i can actually face what is ahead of me, i just wish i had the motivation to finish my storms essay, squall lines is such a boring topic, i really should have picked something else. but its 5 pages and i just have to get through it, and then it will be over. i can feel the end of the semester coming, i can't wait for it to get here, i just hope i can find a summer job before it does.

Well after the fun and then craziness (not in a good way) were done with formal, i come back home to the disappointment that just brings my world crashing down.

You have been ranked 31 but were are only taking the first 25.

I guess its no halifax for me.

its been a rought couple of weeks, nothing seems to be going right except maybe for broomball. We won our first game that we played and it just happened to be our first playoff game so we got to play again the next day. I'm just glad i am wearing a long dress on friday b/c you should see how black and blue my knees are and now my shin as well. Formal is on friday and it is also our six month-aversary it is going to be such a blast i can't wait. I love getting dressed up and having a special night.

So i am really glad we are in better moods and getting along again, also the school work has eased off a bit, or maybe i am just putting it off for now, at least the hard stuff that can be put off, so i can make it through this week without wanting to throw my computer out the window or feel completely stupid from the computer programming.